BloodLustTubaPixie

Amazing Love A certain comfort comes when you look into my eyes. Just the feeling that you give has made me realize I've never felt this way before and i want to share with you. I love the person that you are and everything you do. Every time you're near me I feel happy and care free. Because i know you'll never judge me so i can just be me. Time can only tell where this will lead up to This world seems like a better place and it's all because of you.

Forever What a lie. I'm a fool to have believed. My mind runs out of reasons to believe that love exists. What a joke. What a deceiving scam. What a curse to have met you. to actually think i cared... I look at you and i see wasted time a feelings. Forever What a lie. I'm such a fool to have believed you'd always love me.

Blinded Somewhere, in my faint memories I've mistaken greed for love. You were here confusing my heart with the cruel games you'd play. As for the days we'd spent sharing dreams and inferiorities. So close, you touched my soul. Fallen in a trance, drowning in infatuation. Sinking and Dying. But unaware. Thirsty for love, never receiving enough. But why couldn't i see? I was Blinded by the fake light in your smile.

A Dead World Alone in the darkness, staring into the abyss my life, the world and what has come of it. Forever imagining light if ever it once existed in a dead world. With nothing more than bitter shadows and darkness..... Overcoming the night, a mysterious force pushed me from love isolating me from life. There's nothing left- meaningless existence. Misplaced on earth. Neither living nor dying. Suffering in a dead world with nothing more than bitter shadows and darkness.....

I don't know where I stand with you, but I've stood there for a while. And everytime I see your face I hide my tears and smile. You walk by me without a word, my existence isn't real. Your blade is pressed into my neck as I await the kill. I try to hold my head up high although you cut me down. And someday you will be the one whose tears will make you drown. One day you'll feel the pain I feel and your heart will finally break. You'll realize all you put me through was just your worst mistake. Today you are the blood I shed but soon my cuts will heal. And one day you will know the pain of how you make me feel.

I'm falling into nothingness, a chasm of despair. My soul has turned to darkness and no one seems to care. My bones are weak and breaking, from the pressure of your lies. I wear a smile to hide my pain; Just look into my eyes. I drift away inside myself as I slice into my veins. I wear these marks to symbolize the silence of my pain. This darkness deep inside of me consumes my every thought. Although I build these walls up high my heart proceeds to rot. They pass me by without concern, I bleed until I'm dead. My blood shot eyes gaze lifelessly into the pool of red.